Thought Knox

my thoughts become even heavier
as the hours are passing by
and they seem loaded with all kind of
bullshit and a bunch of lies

it seems I have lost my way
in the maze of the mind
but I can’t keep pace with society
though I know the weak is left behind

My head is like a fortress
mostly fortified with thoughts rather thoughtless
clinging to me like an army of leaches
during day and during night
I’ve fought for years, thought it would clear
my head of thoughts, but thoughts always reappear
I’m struggling to recapture what once was mine
making head against the psyche

I don’t know what I’m heading for
’cause I can not see in this fog
I am in over my head
with all these insisting thoughts
I am groping in the dark
but I’ve been trying to
find the landmark
which will change the course
of my life
and once again make my mind agile