Perfect

I’m jaded by the pain caused by the thoughts
exhausted by emotions with no logical cause
and I can’t reason myself out of it
because my mind is where the goddamned problem is

I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was worth it

I’m jaded by the pain caused by the thoughts
exhausted by emotions with no logical cause
and I can’t reason myself out of it
because my mind is where the goddamned problem is

I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was worth it

flickering light, the sizzling pan
the buzz of flies around the can
the cistern trickles in the night
for 24 hours I’ve kept down the blinds

I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was perfect
I don’t know if it was worth it